Hey guys whats up?? /well i havnt updated in like a week now so lets see what has happened....umm tuesday was the first night for the Harcatus mentoring thing and it was amazing aww i loved the kids....umm thursday i went to canton and got a new puppy he is soo freakin cute!! aww i love him i named him Ben!! i thought i did horrible on my chem test but i got a 95 on it so that was freakin A'....hmm well last night was my sisters bachelorette party and her friends are freakin crazy u should of seen the cake they got her..i will have pics later to put on here!!! uhh lacy says i got drunk but i so didnt!!! so i was sittin here last night with my lil sis and my puppy while my sis and her friends went to Skellys and lacy went on a date with some broc kid!! then i had to go pick up my sis cuz there was a fight and the cops were there..then i drank a lil bit...ok maybe more than a lil bit but oh well!! hmm so my sisters wedding is in 2 weeks im excited!! woo hoo i get to wear my pretty dress!!! haha i love it!!

here are some quotes bitches:

too much drama up in this fake hearted school.
[ the preps ; the goths ; the less-than-cool ]
where it starts && stops; who`s to define?
who`s to be trusted and where to draw the line.
screaming && crying && all the useless chatter.
you live, you die, only life is what matters.
filled with smiles, lies, and fears.
welcome to the magic of high school years ..

so please, be patient. i'm so afraid to care about someone. i know it seems like i'm this strong girl who can get through anything, but inside i'm very fragile. i've had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. what i'm really worried about is being shattered

mirror mirror on the wall,
who's the biggest fool of all?
it must be the girl who can't stop crying.
or maybe it's the girl who kept on trying

I am of no use to anyone, & no one is of any use to me.
What good to kill myself? How can you kill nothing? A
person who has committed suicide has had at least
something to end. He must know joy to know misery.
I have known nothing. Why live? Why die? One is an equal
choice to the other. It takes tolerance not to give in to death