Well hey guys i know what your thinking "how many xangas does she need" well i just decided to make a new one cuz i was bored with the last one...i just need something new i mean if i cant start my life over i can at least get a new xanga right?

Well nothing has been going on i miss "him" like crazy but there isnt anything i can do about it..maybe i should change becuase obviously im not good enough the way i am..i mean for real how many guys have broke up with me giving dumb reasons???  A LOT the truth is they just dont like me!! but ya i do miss him my close friends already know this and are probably sick of hearing it haha!!!

ROCKY---. I'll waste my life waiting by the phone for your call ;;
I'll waste my life waiting for you to give me a straight anwser ;;
I'll waste my life getting the courage to kiss you ;;
I'll waste my life waiting for you to come back to me ;;
I'll waste my life loving you. The sad thing is,
I don’t mind wasting my life on you.

Just some quotes to tell yall how i feel:

~When i first met you..i forgot to breathe

~Silent greif breaks the heart

~I've gone through this before..
& that's why i dont get why
this is so hard for me to deal with..
it's the simple fact that he just
doesnt want me like i want him,
i guess, maybe,
its so hard because for a while..
he made me feel like he did..
maybe that's the difference.

I know this is a freakin long entry i just have a lot to say i guess haha...I LOOKED LIKE A HOOKER TADAY haha i dressed like an elf and my g-ma made it too short and i had fish nets on..i looked bad haha leave me some comments guys <3 MOI